Starting over….Sucks

                          Starting over….Sucks

 

 Have you ever watched Hope Floats? Well, Sandra Bullock’s character says something to the effect of “Beginnings are scary, endings are sad, it is about the middle. You gotta make the middle count”. I should be smack dab in the middle. I am technically “middle aged” (Boy that hurt to type). I am starting over in so many areas of my life and I am truly scared. I know that everything will work out. At least I have faith that everything will work out. I just hate starting over. I am trying to figure out a new career. I am trying to get healthier both mentally and physically. I started back at school after taking a few years off. You get the idea. Lots of starts and it sucks. Today was my first day just being a mom and a student. I had nowhere else to go. I thought I would be so joyful but it was a very somber day. I realized I need to start to figure out even more than all those things I listed above. I got a little overwhelmed just thinking too much. I need to ease up and enjoy more moments because right now, in this very moment, I am doing what I had fantasied about for years. So, I am going to try to enjoy my moment and I want you to enjoy your moment too.

-Patti

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